IM Convos that define who I am.

ETP: i dont understand the situation with Joe
ETP: we just hung out
ETP: and no mackage
solo pat: whatthefuck
solo pat: what did you do
ETP: just went to FYE and then to his friends house
ETP: who wasnt home but we still hung out in his basement
ETP: it was fun
ETP: but there was no kissing.
ETP: is he waiting for the perfect moment?
solo pat: idkkk
ETP: whatever.
ETP: if it doesnt happen this weekend= friend territory
ETP: i cant believe im back here!
solo pat: oh noo we keep getting back
ETP: ETP is frustrated like none fucking other
ETP: i forgot some of my shit in his car so we met up at lake garda and even then
ETP: nothing
solo pat: that was like perfect
ETP: that would have been perfect moment!
solo pat: i knowww
ETP: ugh.
ETP: he was just like "okay well call me tomorrow!"
ETP: i think im gonna call jon.
ETP: i dont need to peruse just one option
solo pat: elyse
ETP: if one gets serious- ill stop. until then there is no reason to settle after one drunken make out
solo pat: stop FREAKING out
ETP: im not freaking out.
solo pat: well you dont need to call jon
ETP: why the heck not?
ETP: his friends are sweet and have awesome pot
ETP: and hes hot
ETP: and we have a good time
ETP: definitely shouldn't call him.
solo pat: lol fine
solo pat: ETP: his friends are sweet and have awesome pot
solo pat: thats the clincher
ETP: haha well OBVIOUSLY.
ETP: reason why i said it first
ETP: but the longer we do the "getting to know eachother" thing the more bored i get. id rather get to know him naked.
ETP: thats all im sayin
solo pat: oh goddddd

17, impatient, antsy*
A deadly combination, my friends.
What the hell should I do?




*originally: horny- changed in the better interest of my safety.